Healing is not a process . It doesn't have to be in clear cut steps Like One Two Three. No, It takes time to heal. It take persistance to heal because it doesn't work like how we train our mind, having set steps the whole life Like after One comes Two and than three. It takes patience because i n a moment you feel completely alleviated and the next moment you completely feel just nothing like where are you?? Do you even belong over here . It takes your deeply rooted memories You forgive all that in one-go and the next day your self-esteem screams and rips your heart apart remembering you of all the memories. It takes your forgiveness to yourself because y our minds start playing like a movie on loop of all those memories again, not even realizing it is only paralyzing it self in this process. Begging you to be angry with yourself the whole lifetime . It takes "You" specially because a t this time the only person that can heal you is YOU Yourself darling ...
